And it was just about then, when I was spilling the beans about my special
friend, that Mister Rogers rose from his corner of the couch and stood suddenly
in front of me with a small black camera in hand. "Can I take your
picture, Tom?" he asked. "I'd like to take your picture. I like
to take pictures of all my new friends, so that I can show them to Joanne...."
And then, in the dark room, there was a wallop of white light, and Mister
Rogers disappeared behind it.
ONCE UPON A TIME, there was a boy who didn't like himself very much. It
was not his fault. He was born with cerebral palsy. Cerebral palsy is
something that happens to the brain. It means that you can think but sometimes
can't walk, or even talk. This boy had a very bad case of cerebral palsy,
and when he was still a little boy, some of the people entrusted to take
care of him took advantage of him instead and did things to him that made
him think that he was a very bad little boy, because only a bad little
boy would have to live with the things he had to live with. In fact, when
the little boy grew up to be a teenager, he would get so mad at himself
that he would hit himself, hard, with his own fists and tell his mother,
on the computer he used for a mouth, that he didn't want to live anymore,
for he was sure that God didn't like what was inside him any more than
he did. He had always loved Mister Rogers, though, and now, even when
he was fourteen years old, he watched the Neighborhood whenever it was
on, and the boy's mother sometimes thought that Mister Rogers was keeping
her son alive. She and the boy lived together in a city in California,
and although she wanted very much for her son to meet Mister Rogers, she
knew that he was far too disabled to travel all the way to Pittsburgh,
so she figured he would never meet his hero, until one day she learned
through a special foundation designed to help children like her son that
Mister Rogers was coming to California and that after he visited the gorilla
named Koko, he was coming to meet her son.
At first, the boy was made very nervous by the thought that Mister Rogers
was visiting him. He was so nervous, in fact, that when Mister Rogers
did visit, he got mad at himself and began hating himself and hitting
himself, and his mother had to take him to another room and talk to him.
Mister Rogers didn't leave, though. He wanted something from the boy,
and Mister Rogers never leaves when he wants something from somebody.
He just waited patiently, and when the boy came back, Mister Rogers talked
to him, and then he made his request. He said, "I would like you
to do something for me. Would you do something for me?" On his computer,
the boy answered yes, of course, he would do anything for Mister Rogers,
so then Mister Rogers said, "I would like you to pray for me. Will
you pray for me?" And now the boy didn't know how to respond. He
was thunderstruck. Thunderstruck means that you can't talk, because something
has happened that's as sudden and as miraculous and maybe as scary as
a bolt of lightning, and all you can do is listen to the rumble. The boy
was thunderstruck because nobody had ever asked him for something like
that, ever. The boy had always been prayed for. The boy had always been
the object of prayer, and now he was being asked to pray for Mister Rogers,
and although at first he didn't know if he could do it, he said he would,
he said he'd try, and ever since then he keeps Mister Rogers in his prayers
and doesn't talk about wanting to die anymore, because he figures Mister
Rogers is close to God, and if Mister Rogers likes him, that must mean
God likes him, too.
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